10 more minutes to midnight, which makes the beginning of a new day. But i think by the time i finish this entry, it should be midnight le bahz.

Woohoo! My bowling finally hits above 120... It was like so finally. But that was not what i wanted to talk about. Sometimes, i do wonder, even as a guy myself, i could not understand what guys are thinking. I was so boiled up when rachel told me what her bf did and said to her on the phone. How irresponsible for him to say all that! What his past gf(s) did for him, he should not expect rachel to do the same for him. I mean, as a guy, you can't expect her to help you top up your prepaid card. It is not that he had no money, but he spent it on CIGARETTES! And he can blame rachel for causing him, not being able to buy cigarettes? What an idiot! I know i promised rachel not to pursuit the matter with him, and i was like trying to compress my feelings. It really hurts me a lot internally, to know rachel had to go through all these. When i know rachel had a bf, i told myself, if he really loves her, i don't mind being the one to give her up. But that doesn't seems the case to me. He can't do what he promised, regarding wanting to quit smoking for the sake of her, and still got the guts to say all these? All i had done to help him, is for the sake of rachel. But if he continues the way he is towards her, he is going to GET what he DESERVES!

DarKnight @ 11:51 PM