Talked to one of my best buddy in school, regarding what was in my mind. And I came to realized one thing. Even if Yiting's mother agreed us being together, there is no guarantee that we can be forever together. Why? Cos' our mindsets are different. Now, with Rachel's relationship with her bf is unstable, I really wanted to try and win her back. But, I don't want to get my hopes high either, cos' 希望越大，失望就越大, and not to mention, there is someone that is also trying to woo her at the same time. I doubt my chance will be high since I had tried many times before and failed. I don't want to think so much about relationship now too, cos' it is near my exams period, and that I don't want anything to distract me other than schoolwork. I always tell others, "If it's yours, it will be yours. If it's not, no use trying to force it" and I am planning to live by that quote. Nevertheless, I have much important matters and too much matters to attend to. Shall cast these all aside until I finished my work :)