I remembered this was the time that I finally resigned from my previous audit firm, "Jee Ah Chian & Company" ("JAC"). I am happy with where I am now, and probably still a lot more to learn. I admit I learn stuff, especially stuff that involves numbers, very slow. But "Smalley & Sims PAC" ("S&S") had given me many opportunities to improve myself. The partners, managers and seniors are great, though many times I felt I really had let them down a lot. I mean this is what audit is all about, and what I had expected it to be like, and not just staying in office and do countless of compilations, learning exactly nothing about what I wanted to learn. Being in audit line, the learning curve is really steep no doubt, and truth to be told, I had been struggling. But still, I enjoy what I am doing.

During this "CB" period, a lot of thoughts struck me. One of my poly friends had reminded me once that I am no longer young. I had been thinking that and yes, I need to settle down soon. My gf is also no longer young. Both of us do not have another 6 more years in the boyfriend-girlfriend status. I need to start thinking about myself and about her. This is really kinda coincident that we used to be in a 6 years relationship that resulted in nothing. And also, during this period, staying at home and not being able to see her, makes me think of her almost like everyday. I know this is crazy but can't help it. 11 month, 336 days... For now, I wish that the current Covid-19 situation will improve, and since we are coming to the end of the "CB" period, it will not hinder what I had planned during this "CB" period.